I'm not really sure how to even start this post... but today I'm not strong.
Today, I have...
--spent far too much time 'learning' about what may lie ahead if our baby has a chest that's too small
--read too many stories that didn't end the way I thought they would
--not prayed nearly enough
--held my daughter close while she's sleeping and wondered if I would get the chance to do that with her brother
I know I need to shake it off and remember all of the strong words I've written before. I know I need to remember that God is in control. But, today it's hard.